It had been 5 weeks since Pankaj ji left for his heavenly abode & I went to sleep that night with a feeling of unfathomable loneliness and immeasurable sadness in my heart!
"What are you Afraid of"? I saw my Spiritual Guru looking at me with a lot of concern in his eyes.
"What are you Afraid of?" HE asked again.
"Guruji I am very scared right now. I have so many questions and nothing makes sense; I see complete darkness ahead, and don't know what to do;"
"But Why are you afraid when I have always been there with you holding your hand"
And at this point I woke up; sitting up straight on my bed I started wondering, Was it a dream? But it felt so real, as if Gurudev was right by my side.
That same day I went to see my beloved Nitin bhaiya(The world knew him as Rishi Nityapragyaji)
NItin bhaiya looked at me and asked me the exact same question that I had dreamt about Gurudev asking me just the previous night "What are you afraid of?"